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00goddess ([personal profile] 00goddess) wrote2023-03-26 01:16 am
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I miss Opal

The second anniversary of Opal's death is coming Friday.

I still cry pretty often. Actually these days i cry about her more than I have in a long time. i feel like in the last couple of months I have so much more clarity and there are things I wish I had done differently.

I miss her so much and it's so unfair. It's unfair that this amazing little person is dead, that she isn't alive enjoying life anymore.

I want to never forget the feeling of her lying on my chest with her heart beating right against mine. Her chest was pressed against mine and I could feel her heartbeat and it was just magical.

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