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This pattern has been going on for months, maybe a year? Saturday I rest, Sunday I get ready for the week (but also try not to do too much). Monday and Tuesday I have a lot of energy and get a lot done. Wednesday, I am tired and start dragging, and don't get as much done as I want. Thursday, I feel exhausted and brain-dead and get very little done, then I feel behind. Friday isn't much better. By Saturday I am tired AF and need that day of rest. After several weeks of this, I feel extremely depleted and end up doing a LOT less for a week or more.
I told myself months ago that I would start taking Wednesday off as a day of rest, but of course I haven't actually done that. I don't want to rest, I want to get shit done. I don't even know what I should do with myself. Read? Crochet? I don't have any project I feel really passionate about (I should be making a blanket for my youngest nephew.) It's ridiculous that I still, even after all these years dealing with fatigue, feel bad about taking a day off.
Next week: Wednesday is my enforced day off. I just have to do this.
I told myself months ago that I would start taking Wednesday off as a day of rest, but of course I haven't actually done that. I don't want to rest, I want to get shit done. I don't even know what I should do with myself. Read? Crochet? I don't have any project I feel really passionate about (I should be making a blanket for my youngest nephew.) It's ridiculous that I still, even after all these years dealing with fatigue, feel bad about taking a day off.
Next week: Wednesday is my enforced day off. I just have to do this.