Tilling and tiredness

Today, I planned to rent a tiller and till the front yard but I am so tired. Opal kept waking me up all morning because B did not feed the cats before he left for work. I've been sitting here feeling bad about it and trying to get myself to go and then I realized: It's ok if I don't till today. I'm tired and I have plans this evening, I  need to save my energy for that. It's ok if I till on the weekend or even Monday.

It's weird that it took me a few hours to realize this. Let go.