This came to me tonight when I again revisited this topic in my mind, one that has been percolating for awhile.

There are many who theorize that Babalon is Inanna. But when I reach out to Babalon I just do not feel the same presence as I feel when I communicate with Inanna. (Though I think it probable that Babylon the Whore in the Book of Revelation IS Inanna, because she is described as "The Bride of the Lamb.")
 
Babalon is raw and impersonal. She is what happens when Nuit (Space and everything in it) becomes flesh. She's incarnation incarnate. Somewhat like how I perceive the Black Heart of Innocence: passion without inhibition.
 

 
I think sometimes my higher self speaks from the future. Sometimes I write things or have ideas or make connections and I only understand them or their deeper meaning years later. Is this part of being an artist? Or is it being a spirit person, someone who is always asking questions about the self and the sacred?

I think the best way I can describe it is to reference some things Cat Stevens said. At one point in his life he got TB and was recovering from that, and started on a journey of spiritual questioning. He wrote a lot of songs during that time, and much later he said "Everything I wrote while I was away was in a transitional period and reflects that.... when I sing the songs now, I learn strange things. I learn the meanings of my songs late ..." He said particularly of "Wild World" that at first he thought it was a song for his ex, but later he realized that it was really a song about and for himself, like his wise self talking to his younger self.
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